Turning 40 is scary!

Just less then a month and I’m turning 40. It’s been in my head since a while, and it’s making me freak out.

I don’t feel like I’m we’re I wanted to be in life when turning 40. I didn’t do the stuff I thought I was gonna do in life…

I’m sure I’m not the only one who had this issue when turning 40. Any tips?

Hugzzz, Steve X


I’m so sorry, but yes… I am one of those gays who loves the Eurovision. Now I understand if you ban me, never talk to me again, or if you will send me loads of nudes to harass me! But yes, I am a Eurovision lover 😂

I try and watch it every year! Even the semi-finals during the week get me excited. Especially tonight, cause it’s Belgium’s time to shine. Not sure how we will do this year, and if we will get trough to the finals on Saturday – but we have a really nice James Bond style song and a good singer called Sennek who will do her best to make Belgium proud.

Watch the YouTube video here!

So, who else is out there watching the Eurovision tonight? What do you think about it all? Are you a fan or not?

Hugzzz, Steven X

Walking to loose weight?

Back on track? Maybe I am, yeah. Been going out for walks, and they do feel good. Last time I was walking in the rain and singing along to any song coming on the radio – cowardly looking around me every 2 minutes to see if no one was behind me or seeing/hearing me. 😁

Honestly, I enjoy the walking more then the cross trainer at the moment. Also I feel better after doing the walk. It’s about a hour walk, and I do almost 5km (3 miles).

Let’s see where this will take me.

Hugzzz, Steven X