Not sure what it is, but I’m really missing motivation at the moment. With all the stuff going on from selling my moms house, trying to focus on new goals at work and being healthy – I feel drained and without energy and motivation.
When I come home there is always someone calling me, or counting on me to do something. Or I’m expected to be at a meeting for the radio station…
Have troubles feeling relaxed and rested. So what happens is – I come home and instead of doing my cardio, I take my shower, have dinner and watch tv or read a book before going to bed.
Things is, that it’s all a vicious circle. Cause I wanna be relaxed, without stress… but because I’m not doing any cardio – I start stressing about it, and so the circle repeats itself.
Feels sometimes like there are not enough hours in a day.
Hugzzz, Steven X